The truth is tearing me up inside
Hard as I’ve been trying to hide it in my mind
You’re still more than a memory
Why else would my pillows be soaked with my tears?
Even if I know it was all in vain
And writing about you brings me nothing but pain
I have to get rid of the words
Echoing in my head and singing like birds
I have to kill them out of my thoughts
Like I have to get you out of my heart
Otherwise you’ll keep haunting me in my dreams
Until I’ve become nothing but a grave
Even if I know that the past is gone
I can’t fight the hope anymore
It finds me anytime, in any dreams
To make sure that you be more than a memory
So please don’t leave me alone
I can’t struggle against my demons anymore
Give me a chance to set things right
Please don’t let me cry at christmas night..
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