{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Memories","provider_url":"https:\/\/memories.cafeblog.hu","author_name":"AudreyCondemned","author_url":"https:\/\/memories.cafeblog.hu\/author\/AudreyCondemned-2\/","title":"Megjel\u00f6lve","html":"<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>\n <w:WordDocument>\n  <w:View>Normal<\/w:View>\n  <w:Zoom>0<\/w:Zoom>\n  <w:HyphenationZone>21<\/w:HyphenationZone>\n  <w:PunctuationKerning\/>\n  <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas\/>\n  <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false<\/w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>\n  <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false<\/w:IgnoreMixedContent>\n  <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false<\/w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>\n  <w:Compatibility>\n   <w:BreakWrappedTables\/>\n   <w:SnapToGridInCell\/>\n   <w:WrapTextWithPunct\/>\n   <w:UseAsianBreakRules\/>\n   <w:DontGrowAutofit\/>\n  <\/w:Compatibility>\n  <w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4<\/w:BrowserLevel>\n <\/w:WordDocument>\n<\/xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>\n <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState=\"false\" LatentStyleCount=\"156\">\n <\/w:LatentStyles>\n<\/xml><![endif]--><p><style>\n<!--\n \/* Style Definitions *\/\n p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal\n\t{mso-style-parent:\"\";\n\tmargin:0cm;\n\tmargin-bottom:.0001pt;\n\tmso-pagination:widow-orphan;\n\tfont-size:12.0pt;\n\tfont-family:\"Times New Roman\";\n\tmso-fareast-font-family:\"Times New Roman\";}\n@page Section1\n\t{size:595.3pt 841.9pt;\n\tmargin:70.85pt 70.85pt 70.85pt 70.85pt;\n\tmso-header-margin:35.4pt;\n\tmso-footer-margin:35.4pt;\n\tmso-paper-source:0;}\ndiv.Section1\n\t{page:Section1;}\n-->\n<\/style><!--[if gte mso 10]>\n<style>\n \/* Style Definitions *\/\n table.MsoNormalTable\n\t{mso-style-name:\"Norm\u00e1l t\u00e1bl\u00e1zat\";\n\tmso-tstyle-rowband-size:0;\n\tmso-tstyle-colband-size:0;\n\tmso-style-noshow:yes;\n\tmso-style-parent:\"\";\n\tmso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt;\n\tmso-para-margin:0cm;\n\tmso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt;\n\tmso-pagination:widow-orphan;\n\tfont-size:10.0pt;\n\tfont-family:\"Times New Roman\";\n\tmso-ansi-language:#0400;\n\tmso-fareast-language:#0400;\n\tmso-bidi-language:#0400;}\n<\/style>\n<![endif]-->\n\n<p style=\"font-style: italic;\" class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\"><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-family: Arial;\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">Mindenki \u00e9l\n\u00e1t elkeser\u00edt\u0151 helyzeteket. Rossz jegyet kap, \u00f6sszeveszik a sz\u00fcleivel, szak\u00edt a\nbar\u00e1tj\u00e1val\u2026 Az ember ilyenkor nem l\u00e1tja az es\u0151felh\u0151t\u0151l a napot, rem\u00e9nytelennek\nl\u00e1tja az \u00e9letet. Pedig ezek a probl\u00e9m\u00e1k nem tartanak tov\u00e1bb napokn\u00e1l, hetekn\u00e9l,\nh\u00f3napokn\u00e1l, \u00e9vekn\u00e9l\u2026 K\u00e9s\u0151bb m\u00e1r csak mosolyogva gondolunk vissza r\u00e1juk.<\/span><\/p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">\n\n<\/span><p style=\"font-style: italic;\" class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">Az \u00e9n\nterhem egy \u00e9letre sz\u00f3l. Nem szabadulhatok meg t\u0151le soha. Magamon hordozom\n\u00e9veken, \u00e9vtizedeken \u00e1t. \u00c9geti a b\u0151r\u00f6m, belev\u00e1j a h\u00fasomba, csontig hatol. N\u00e9ha a\nh\u00e1tt\u00e9rbe vonul, ad egy kis nyugalmat, majd \u00fajra t\u00e1mad, \u00e9s h\u00f3napokon \u00e1t k\u00ednoz. <\/span><\/p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">\n\n<\/span><p style=\"font-style: italic;\" class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">Az emberek\nels\u0151re nem tudj\u00e1k, mi is a bajom. K\u00e9rdezgetik, mi t\u00f6rt\u00e9nt velem, mit\u0151l van,\nmikor, f\u00e1j-e\u2026 \u00c9n meg elmondom sok ezredszerre is, hogy semmi komoly, n\u00e9ha\nelm\u00falik, n\u00e9ha el\u0151j\u00f6n, v\u00e1ltoz\u00f3, hogy mit\u0151l, \u00e9s nem f\u00e1j. Legsz\u00edvesebben meg\nord\u00edtan\u00e9k: \u201eK\u00f6ny\u00f6rg\u00f6m, szedj\u00e9tek le r\u00f3lam, eleget marta m\u00e1r a b\u0151r\u00f6met!\u201d<\/span><\/p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">\n\n<\/span><p style=\"font-style: italic;\" class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">De nem\nteszem. Tudom, hogy sajn\u00e1lnak, l\u00e1tom a szem\u00fckben. Gondolhatnak r\u00e1m r\u00e9szv\u00e9ttel,\nde fogalmuk sincs arr\u00f3l, mit \u00e9lek \u00e1t. K\u00edv\u00fclr\u0151l n\u00e9zve ez csak egy apr\u00f3cska\nprobl\u00e9ma, r\u00e9szemr\u0151l meg a poklok pokla. Nem tudom elrejteni. Pr\u00f3b\u00e1ltam, de\n\u00fagyis \u00e9szreveszik. Tal\u00e1n vannak, akik f\u00e9lnek t\u0151lem miatta. Seg\u00edten\u00e9nek, de\nf\u00e9lnek, hogy r\u00e1juk is \u00e1tragad. Pedig nem rag\u00e1lyos. Nem is osztan\u00e1m meg vel\u00fck,\nnem k\u00edv\u00e1nom senkinek ezt az \u00e1tkot. Csak engem tisztelt meg ezzel a sors. <\/span><\/p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">\n\n<\/span><p style=\"font-style: italic;\" class=\"MsoNormal\"><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/span><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">\u00c9des\nIstenem, mivel \u00e9rdemeltem \u00e9n ezt ki? Ezzel b\u00fcntetsz el\u0151z\u0151 \u00e9leteim b\u0171nei\u00e9rt?\nTal\u00e1n m\u00e9g a j\u00f6vend\u0151beliek\u00e9rt is? Ink\u00e1bb bukjak meg, vesszek \u00f6ssze folyton a\ncsal\u00e1dommal, vagy szak\u00edtson velem \u00e9letem nagy szerelme. Megedzetted a lelkemet\na f\u00e1jdalomra, most m\u00e9gis a testemet ostorozod. T\u00e9nyleg ezt \u00e9rdemlem? K\u00e9rlek,\nszabad\u00edts meg t\u0151le! T\u00e9pd le r\u00f3lam! El\u00e9g volt..<\/span><\/p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">\n\n<\/span><p style=\"font-style: italic;\" class=\"MsoNormal\"><o:p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/o:p><\/p><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">\n\n<\/span><p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"text-align: right; font-style: italic;\" align=\"right\"><span style=\"font-family: Arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 0);\">\/2006.11.09. 22:30\/<\/span><\/p><p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><br><\/p><\/p><center><img style=\"width: 409px; height: 509px;\" src=\"https:\/\/memories.cafeblog.hu\/files\/disturbia\/Alone__by_rewston.jpg\" class=\"blogkep\" align=\"center\"><\/center><p>\n\n<\/p>","type":"rich"}