Before it’s too late

I really don’t know what to do
I can’t find the words to you
I thought it would be easy
But life has badly betrayed me

I have known you for such a long time
I never imagined you to be mine
But destiny changed my mind
By giving me a couple of nights

And now I want more and more
I just want to lose control
Don’t want to think about tomorrow
Even if it means killing my own soul

I’m said to be crazy
But I don’t give a damn
What you made me feel
Will always be our secret

They can never understand
They weren’t there holding your hand
They haven’t looked into your eyes
They haven’t even seen your smile

God, what the hell am I doing?
I’m writing about you and dreaming
I’m driving myself insane
I must stop before it’s too late..

/2008.07.04. 22²⁷/