Without remorse

I’m looking for words

But my mind is buzzing

Everything’s gone wrong

And I don’t belong here

I’m looking for feelings

But there’s only emptiness left

You’ve taken away everything

Blood is stuck on my teary poems

Yes.. I did it again

I know I shouldn’t have

But I don’t care anyway

May my blood flood away

In my head there’s no mark

Of a single sensible thought

So I listen to the others

But they know nothing being not there

They can say anything

But they don’t know how it feels

To lose an umpteenth friend

Due to robustious instincts

But no, I don’t regret

I knew how it would end

I knew we’d got only a week

And there’d be nothing left but a sweet memory

/2008.07.03. 07⁴⁴/